When I turn five...

Will you miss me Mum? When I turn five?

Because I am going to school this year. I know you will miss me. But will you really Mum?? Five is a big number.

I know that you love having me at home to help with everything and be friends together. But will you miss me?

I am excited about going to school. Cause you told me it's going to be sooo much fun! And Tahlia and Liam will be there too. But I need to know if you will miss me?

I have my school bag and lunch box but I need books. And homework. Please give me homework too!

I love you Mum. Five is a big number. Will you be okay when I am at school? Dad says he won't mind so much since he is at work when I will be at school and there won't be much difference. He will still miss me but Dad says Mummy, you will miss me more. Because we spend more time together. So will you Mum? Will you miss me?

Happy Birthday sweetheart. I love you and yes I will miss you. I already do. I will miss you more than you could ever know, just like I miss your brother and sister when they are at school. And you still have a few weeks to go before it starts. I will be okay. You will be too.

And because I will miss you sooo much during the day while you are at school, our cuddles will be extra special. Our time together will mean everything. And I will tell you a hundred million, ga-zillion times, how much I missed you while you were at school.

Yes son. Five is a big number. Happy Birthday.